"ALLAH,ALLAH,ALLAH"
ALLAH going to test the patience & devotion slaves to me.You know what ? in 2weeks after my ayah back home from New Dehli, India .he got fever .a very strong cough. im very worried ayah .alhamdulillah, after eat some medicine, he'll be fine soon. praise to be ALLAH because ALLAH heal him well .
sunday,13th , umi,ayah,youngest sister & i back to village, N9 .we meet atok & uwan .i really miss them. in evening, atok climbing a coconut tree & drink for us .MASYA ALLAH , you ALMIGHTY, MOST MERCIFUL create coconut trees a very nice and a lot of nutrients. THANK YOU ALLAH for give us lives to meet atok uwan. we are happy at table coconut.
soon, after that, ALLAH going to test me again .ummi get fever then .she also get a very strong cough. she wont go to clinic. thought she'll be fine ..BUT NOT .a day to day her fever become high. my oldest sister sms & mad me because i cant take a good care of them .she did not know what going on here & yeah all my fault..always..dont worry ..im bad daughter .umi says she'll be ok .i trust umi .sis, how dare you say me like that huh !
yesterday afternoon, we visit makngah as my umi's oldest sister was hospitalized because of anti-biotic allergies. astarghfirulallah i saw her paintful .ouchhh, her eyes shiner cant see us .tonight will be operate her eyes.may ALLAH protect you and hope you'll be ok soon .in evening my umi's fever become worst. i bring her to clinic saidina and doctor said her white blood more than red blood. umi had low pressure. umi still be strong in late night even though i heard a cough' voice.
And Today ayah & umi going to hospital SJMC maybe SMC .i dnt knw .my sister mad me again & again .i read newpaper about tsunami & earth quake at japan. you see how many people death ? MASYA ALLAH .cukup senang ALLAH nak tarik nyawa dan nikmat yang telah berikan kepada mereka ..then nuclear explode and radiation will be everywhere .its very dangerous might you death slowly. lets us du'a with full of sincerely and tawadu'
"ya ALLAH, terlalu banyak dosaku kepadaMU sehingga ENGKAU memberiku ujian satu per satu yang tidak terlarat untuk aku bernafas di dalam rintihan tangisan doaku kepadaMU, YA ALLAH" ."ampuni lah dosa kami kedua ibabapa kami dan seluruh umat manusia di muka bumi ini "ameen YA RABB.
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